just found this in one of my old files and it still hits me with heavy emotions..
Calvin is soo cute!
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An Unwinding Path
Cast a Shadow...
07 May 2008 @ 09:18 pm
07 May 2008 @ 03:02 pm
Weird fortune
I went out a couple weeks ago to get some Chinese, the food was okay, but anyways, after gettting the fortunes cookie at the end of the meal I realize I built quite a big collection of these in my wallet.
I can't really say I believe in these or listen to these fortunes, but theres one that seems to make me happy when I get it.
Even if i'm pissed or whatever, it makes me smile:
You will always be surrounded by true friends.
The lucky number may always change but the quote stay quite the same. It makes me think how many true friends I really have and how many friends seem to just come and go through out my life. I may be thinking too hard about these silly things, but I don't...it just got me thinking.
Probably the weirest fortunes I got out of a fortune cookie:
Money is the root of all evil and man needs roots.
You need to lose some weight.
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I can't really say I believe in these or listen to these fortunes, but theres one that seems to make me happy when I get it.
Even if i'm pissed or whatever, it makes me smile:
You will always be surrounded by true friends.
The lucky number may always change but the quote stay quite the same. It makes me think how many true friends I really have and how many friends seem to just come and go through out my life. I may be thinking too hard about these silly things, but I don't...it just got me thinking.
Probably the weirest fortunes I got out of a fortune cookie:
Money is the root of all evil and man needs roots.
You need to lose some weight.
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Current Music: The Go! Team - Ladyflash
15 April 2008 @ 07:54 pm
pancakes on my nipples
Schools been hectic as always, but i'm getting stuff done.
Oh yes, the title...well me and elliott were IM'ing and pancakes just popped up
Me: we should make pancakes when I come visit sometime ^_^
Elliott: yum
Elliott: can i lick batter off of your nipples?
Me: haha how about my feet
Elliott: haha
Me: haha
Oh yes, the title...well me and elliott were IM'ing and pancakes just popped up
Me: we should make pancakes when I come visit sometime ^_^
Elliott: yum
Elliott: can i lick batter off of your nipples?
Me: haha how about my feet
Elliott: haha
Me: haha
Current Mood: ^_^ pancakes
30 March 2008 @ 09:26 pm
Currrent Readz
I'm currently reading Don DeLillo's White Noise, actually just started it. So far, it's seems to be going well. The main character over thinks and goes on tangent as much as I do. hahaha
Sadly, I need this read by Tuesday, but I also need to takes notes, which kind of sucks... >:-|
Sadly, I need this read by Tuesday, but I also need to takes notes, which kind of sucks... >:-|
Current Mood: reading
13 March 2008 @ 01:14 am
super quick post
I'm writing my paper, yes the same paper I was talking about for the last month or so, but the due date is 12:30pm today. I REALLY NEED TO STOP doing this, well, procrasinating...lol
I'll just bulletin how's my week/days been going or whatever...
~UNI got lockdown, they caught the guy 2 hours away before he could get to the school, which was a great thing.
~Brawl is FUCK'n awesome..
~I officially have a boyfriend :D
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pebbleanalogy~I have a 7 paper(I needed to cut it down) due in almost 12 hours haha
Current Location: in front of my computer
Current Mood: in a RUSH!
Current Music: The Dandy Warhols - Bohemian Like You
24 February 2008 @ 01:08 am
>_< midterm is coming way too fast...everything is coming so fast.
I should really type out my gay marriage paper soon instead of outlining every little thing.
Oh yes, I also have to do a graphic novel essay start on (doing Ghost World), along with a short journal entry.. : / Not to mention finish making my book for 2-D Concepts. CADD homework too...crud. Utilities to pay too and rend O_o? lol
Hope I get called for a new job soon.
I should really type out my gay marriage paper soon instead of outlining every little thing.
Oh yes, I also have to do a graphic novel essay start on (doing Ghost World), along with a short journal entry.. : / Not to mention finish making my book for 2-D Concepts. CADD homework too...crud. Utilities to pay too and rend O_o? lol
Hope I get called for a new job soon.
Current Mood: busy bee and sleepy
20 February 2008 @ 12:44 am
CADD
glad it was easy today
Had to finish some CADD homework before I go to sleep. As you can see it doesn't look that hard. Just some basic math and some override commands to get it done. I do like the class, but I find myself daydreaming a lot and not paying attention to the intructor giving us vital information about things to remember that maybe in midterm test.
I've gotta start on my big paper tomm. or else I'll fall too far behind. Didn't really sat down and read the books I picked out. Skeem through most of them to see if they usable for my essay. I still want to print out a couple electronic articles. Makes it a lot easier for me actually having physical copies instead of just pdf. files.
Got to remind myself I NEED TO TURN IN THOSE JOB Apps. I need some cash in my pockets and buy stuff to make my apartment smell all pretty and vanilla.
Current Music: Jack Johnson - Do You Remember
13 February 2008 @ 01:33 pm
CADD and email homework sucks
I hate it when the professors/ instructors say will email you your homework and you forget all about it for the next 3 days. Though, I am doing it right now, it just bugs me that I have to check another email account of mine.
Amazingly terrible of me, I should go eat that sandwich i left in the fridge earlier.
-v
Amazingly terrible of me, I should go eat that sandwich i left in the fridge earlier.
-v
Current Location: apartment
Current Mood: amazingly terrible
Current Music: St Swithin's Day - Ben Gibbard (Billy Bragg cover)
08 February 2008 @ 12:03 am
fell on my ass and made 8 bucks
Exactly like what the subject title said, my back, head and right arm is sore after slipping on a sheet of ice. I was at the Core, the local comic shop here, and a friend of the comic shop owner got his car stuck in the ditched at the Family Video next door. I left to help during one of my matches (didn't really care since I lost 2 rounds already). Me and couple others follow Jon to his friends car. As we were getting to the car, Jon walk pasted a small sheet of ice and said, "watch out for the ice," me being a dumb ass said, "what" and slip, fell on my back, and knocking off my hat and glasses. Skipping that painful moment, we got to the car, used the front seat rugs, put them under the front wheels to get some traction while we push. It did work and I made 8 bucks that (really, 8 dollars worth of store credits) which I spent on L5R cards.
My week has been busy, I'm hoping to get a job at Family Video, though I got to find time to finish the last part of the job app. I have an 8 page paper about gay marriage due in 2 weeks. I had to choose between Stem Cell Research, Evolution being taught in Public Schools, and this. I do like my english comp class how it's more in-depth than most of my other classes. Though, it's paper heavy, it's not so hard.
Going home this Friday for New Years, hopefully I get some cash.
My week has been busy, I'm hoping to get a job at Family Video, though I got to find time to finish the last part of the job app. I have an 8 page paper about gay marriage due in 2 weeks. I had to choose between Stem Cell Research, Evolution being taught in Public Schools, and this. I do like my english comp class how it's more in-depth than most of my other classes. Though, it's paper heavy, it's not so hard.
Going home this Friday for New Years, hopefully I get some cash.
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: the colbert report in the background
04 February 2008 @ 06:53 pm
Religion: the Card Game
While dropping off Steven from Cedar Falls to Des Moines, we thought up a funny card game that dealt religions battling eachother. We probably got the idea after coming back from a L5R and YGO tourney. lol I felt like a nerd on how deep we got into this, like it would have the L5R dual deck set up, major and minor clans, followers, and stronghold but somehow have it mainly like MT:G. We wanted 7 different religions, but a bunch of minor ones. but the idea died down after all the college work I have to get down when I got back.
We thought the idea was funny as hell and thought the game would probably go something like this:
Player A: "I play Jesus....Response?"
Player B: "I'll play Crucifixion, pwning Jesus"
Player A: "oh noes...he got crucified, I'll resurrect Jesus back with his effect"
Player B: "Playing Spear of Destiny to counter Jesus, my followers now gets a +3/+3 and Spear of Destiny is remove from the game for 5 turns"
Player A: "Jesus Christ, stop contering Jesus!" lol pass
Player B: "My turn, play Buddha..
It sounds kinda fun, lol
Anyways, I got a 5 page paper and a 2-D project to finish. My 2-D class is rushing way too fast, but it ain't so bad. I actually like my Eng Lit class, we have get to write an essay about any music video of our choice, which I thought was pretty sweet. I'm going to compare and constrast the original Against all Odds song and video by Genesis to The Postal Service version.
I got to stop watching american gladiator and finish my paper :D
30 January 2008 @ 11:50 pm
Sandwiches
Jesus Christ, I ate 8 sandwiches (white bread, balogna, coby jack cheese), 1/3 of a small bag of pepperoni slices, 1 box of baked crackers, 2 glasses of Kool-aid and about 5 bottles of water.
Though, I'm still hungry... :( what the heck?
Current Mood: hungry?
21 January 2008 @ 07:16 pm
school been fine
Yeah, schools been good. Got a project to finish, have to draw 6 emotions with lines, shapes, and shades (no symbols), need about 36 sketches, I have about 47. We're going to use Illustrator and practice using the pen tool. I haven't use Illustrator for like 2 years now and I'm pretty rusty with a pen tool.
Kinda Crap all my classes are almost all in the afternoon, but it seem to work very well for me. I have a CADD class, Eng Lit, Drawing I and 2D concepts.
I hate to say it, but I wouldn't mind staying here to finish my BFA.(I have to finish sometime) Though, they don't have my major here. I talked to a my advisor and a couple of Professor and they said I may need to check out, ISU, Ohio State University or U of O if I really want to do what I want to do (industrial design), but still be in price range.
yeah...SCAD was too costly, so I couldn't go :( I still wouldn't mind visitng Savannah, it looks so beautiful. I haven't gotten back my refund to pay off the rest of my bill for UNI this semester. Hopefully it comes soon or else I'm completely screwed. Had to pay rent this month. >_< I should try to find a roommate lol (someone who wouldn't be afraid to live with me)
14 January 2008 @ 11:01 pm
Happy Birthday to me!
I'm turning 20 in 1 hour.
I can't really do much since I got class tomm. morning and afternoon and I'm tired as hell. I'll find a way to celebrate it. lol
Spent the whole day planning the next 2 years of my life while doing the usual first day of class stuff , it's pulling me two different directions. Don't want to really think of it yet so I'm going to bed.
Oh well, happy birthday for me.
09 January 2008 @ 06:18 am
First Apartment
I finally moved into my first apartment. It's different, that's all I can say. lol Living by myself isn't new to me, but just the fact that I have to be more independant with everything does. So far everythings going alright, but there were still the little things to take into matter. I already forgot to call the cable company to install yesterday to setup my broadband to get into the interweb. (I'm using a random wireless host right now lol) I'll probably do that sometime Thrusday. I got the heating/air and water handle a month in advance. I also forgot other things, like Q-tips, 2 small rugs for the bathroom & front door, more clothe hangers, an extra small crash can for the bathroom, Benadryl - my allergies are kicking my ass, and probably some more stuff I shouldn't be worry about just yet...oh yeah I need hair gel and a hair cut. Oh yeah, lotion too...it's cold dry up here. I wouldn't mind if it wasn't freaking freezing all the time.
Anyways everything going all right, I fell asleep around 8pm yesterday and woke up at 5:50am. Though, I was tossing and turning around 2 in the morning and try with all the effort to go back to sleep. So just laying there three/forths-awake, a bunch of thoughts rush though my head, but it was mostly of what to do next if I get accepted to SCAD, and the heck to do with a BFA in Industrial Design. This probably came from all the books I checked out on being an Industrial Designer. I should call it product design but "industrial" makes me sound cool. I thought to myself about grad school, getting a master at SCAD which would be 2 more years to stay there, and where the hell would I go afterwards. New York is the hot spot, it's where it's all at. About 70% of all the listings in the books I checked out pointed to New York City.
Bought Guild Wars: Eye of the North to keep me busy til school starts monday. I got all my reccomendations and Statement of purpose done and ready to be sent :) I do love the one my physics teacher wrote on me. I would type it out sometime up before I send it.
Life is moving so fast and Benadryl has some messed up side effects. haha
I need to make a trip to that megastore here.
Anyways everything going all right, I fell asleep around 8pm yesterday and woke up at 5:50am. Though, I was tossing and turning around 2 in the morning and try with all the effort to go back to sleep. So just laying there three/forths-awake, a bunch of thoughts rush though my head, but it was mostly of what to do next if I get accepted to SCAD, and the heck to do with a BFA in Industrial Design. This probably came from all the books I checked out on being an Industrial Designer. I should call it product design but "industrial" makes me sound cool. I thought to myself about grad school, getting a master at SCAD which would be 2 more years to stay there, and where the hell would I go afterwards. New York is the hot spot, it's where it's all at. About 70% of all the listings in the books I checked out pointed to New York City.
Bought Guild Wars: Eye of the North to keep me busy til school starts monday. I got all my reccomendations and Statement of purpose done and ready to be sent :) I do love the one my physics teacher wrote on me. I would type it out sometime up before I send it.
Life is moving so fast and Benadryl has some messed up side effects. haha
I need to make a trip to that megastore here.
Current Location: Cedar Falls, IA
Current Music: nothing
07 January 2008 @ 12:55 pm
My Desktop
Couldn't help it, it was peer pressure, I swear!
I don't have Vista, just the skin lol
I don't have Vista, just the skin lol
Current Music: watching Tom & Jerry
02 January 2008 @ 07:37 am
SCHMECES - AND MANY THINGS from the Urban Dictionary and Wikipedia
What do I do when I try to get away while knowing something sad is going to happen, go on the interweb and look up funny and useless pictures and information. (I'll explain the sad part below, after the some-what funny stuff)
UrbanDictionary is a great way to increase your vocabulary. By using some of these words in a daily basis, people would either but shocked by the increased amount of your have vocabulary or be like, "WTF?, that's not even a word, go back to SCHOOL!" I would not want to know how the hell some of these word came to life from. I'll probably get sick LOL
schmeces-
The substance that shoots out of one's schmelter when one has an orgasm so intense as to cause a mass bowel exodus to the point that one would need to seriously launder the bed linens.
Can also be known as: "Schmit", "Schmoop", or "Schmecal matter".
Suzanne was flabberghasted at the amount of schmeces that erupted from Clyde on the first night of their honeymoon.
I just ripped out from the page. Anyways, it took me almost 10 minutes it figure out that the heck was this "schmeces" was. I had to click on "schmelter" to find out what it was. Though I must say the author of these were either pretty sly with the mouth or just had mad killz with english.
f'donkulous-
(adj) form of f'donk; the state of being cock-slapped unconscious.
The bitch passed out after we got f'donkulous on her ass.
This word is very situational, but some how I think it's possible to use this at least twice a day. I was trying to find a word that started with a "V" but about 80% of them were about Vaginas and Vaginal Games.
kyogre-
The Poke'mon Sapphire Version legendary Poke'mon that is hard to catch and hard to beat. Although my brother accidentally killed him. Oh well! ^_^
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After spending a good 32 mintues trying to see if I can replace the would poo from, I went on Wikipedia and did some random article searches. Though, most of them were good reads, I haven't run into any articles I that were dumb yet.
Here are some of them:
St. Maximus of Salzburg
Trichilia florbranca
Decisive victory
Sunset Peak
So after enlightening myself, I see there is more that meets the eye, more than anyone can comprehend. I have to live life one day at a time.
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Well, you finally reach the bottom of the entry, thank you to those 3-4 people or less who actually read mine lol Anyways what happen is that I was originally planned to take Steven's cat, Tigger, to the vet to be put to sleep, but his brother and his social worker is taking her. :( It developed breast cancer and it was highly unlikely it would live longer than a couple of month even if they removed the tumor. So I'm headed to Steven's house to take pictures of his cat for him and his family to remember her by. Tigger was very close to their family.
It hurts loosing a pet, I've lost my dog, Snoopy, due to his epilepsy and a seizure he had.
He's going to hang out with me for a while. I know he needs to clear his head and all. Hopefully checking out Urban Dictionary and Wikipedia and playing his Pokemon game would help him out. Maybe, I'll just sent down and talk to him.
The sky looks very clear and very blue. I need to be heading off soon...
UrbanDictionary is a great way to increase your vocabulary. By using some of these words in a daily basis, people would either but shocked by the increased amount of your have vocabulary or be like, "WTF?, that's not even a word, go back to SCHOOL!" I would not want to know how the hell some of these word came to life from. I'll probably get sick LOL
schmeces-
The substance that shoots out of one's schmelter when one has an orgasm so intense as to cause a mass bowel exodus to the point that one would need to seriously launder the bed linens.
Can also be known as: "Schmit", "Schmoop", or "Schmecal matter".
Suzanne was flabberghasted at the amount of schmeces that erupted from Clyde on the first night of their honeymoon.
I just ripped out from the page. Anyways, it took me almost 10 minutes it figure out that the heck was this "schmeces" was. I had to click on "schmelter" to find out what it was. Though I must say the author of these were either pretty sly with the mouth or just had mad killz with english.
f'donkulous-
(adj) form of f'donk; the state of being cock-slapped unconscious.
The bitch passed out after we got f'donkulous on her ass.
This word is very situational, but some how I think it's possible to use this at least twice a day. I was trying to find a word that started with a "V" but about 80% of them were about Vaginas and Vaginal Games.
kyogre-
The Poke'mon Sapphire Version legendary Poke'mon that is hard to catch and hard to beat. Although my brother accidentally killed him. Oh well! ^_^
Kyogre! Ice beam now!
I thought this was actually kinda cute. :) Any competitive Pokemon game play knows that Kyogre is a busted peice of poo and only allowed to play if both players agreed to using Urbers or the sanction tourney allows it. Yeah, competitive Yu-Gi-Oh! now this...yeah I'm a dork :)-------
After spending a good 32 mintues trying to see if I can replace the would poo from, I went on Wikipedia and did some random article searches. Though, most of them were good reads, I haven't run into any articles I that were dumb yet.
Here are some of them:
St. Maximus of Salzburg
Trichilia florbranca
Decisive victory
Sunset Peak
So after enlightening myself, I see there is more that meets the eye, more than anyone can comprehend. I have to live life one day at a time.
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Well, you finally reach the bottom of the entry, thank you to those 3-4 people or less who actually read mine lol Anyways what happen is that I was originally planned to take Steven's cat, Tigger, to the vet to be put to sleep, but his brother and his social worker is taking her. :( It developed breast cancer and it was highly unlikely it would live longer than a couple of month even if they removed the tumor. So I'm headed to Steven's house to take pictures of his cat for him and his family to remember her by. Tigger was very close to their family.
It hurts loosing a pet, I've lost my dog, Snoopy, due to his epilepsy and a seizure he had.
He's going to hang out with me for a while. I know he needs to clear his head and all. Hopefully checking out Urban Dictionary and Wikipedia and playing his Pokemon game would help him out. Maybe, I'll just sent down and talk to him.
The sky looks very clear and very blue. I need to be heading off soon...
Current Music: Pizzicato Five - Baby Love Child / Jeremy Kay - Have It All
31 December 2007 @ 11:38 pm
as the new year comes...
What's to come...
so this is the new year.
and i don't feel any different.
the clanking of crystal
explosions off in the distance (in the distance).
so this is the new year
and I have no resolutions
for self assigned penance
for problems with easy solutions
so everybody put your best suit or dress on
let's make believe that we are wealthy for just this once
lighting firecrackers off on the front lawn
as thirty dialogues bleed into one
i wish the world was flat like the old days
then i could travel just by folding a map
no more airplanes, or speedtrains, or freeways
there'd be no distance that can hold us back.
there'd be no distance that could hold us back
so this is the new year
Death Cab for Cutie - New Year
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This year has been a shit full mess of things. Nothing else to really, other than that. Buried inside this pile of all that, there were still things I can say I'll remember as good times, rememberable times... Making a blog and actually getting outside, has open my social network and found people I can call friends. Finding great people that I actually made me feel like "me."
Me finally making the choices I want.
Happy New Year...
Current Location: home
Current Music: Death Cab for Cutie - New Year